. . .
I never expected that today would be the day we would say goodbye. No one is ready and there are still so many questions that we have. But there's one question we'll never have the answer too.
Why?
Just why? You hurt your family, you left behind the niece you treated like a daughter and her son who's far too young to understand. Why didn't you think about them? Your husband broke down into tears while the arrangements were being made.
All the people who we told, people who knew you, were in shock and some didn't want to believe it. But neither did we.
"I love y'all bunch" is the last thing that we will ever see online. As you said your final goodbye to your Goddaughter and her son.
All I ask is why? Why did you think this was the answer? You still had many years to come and more memories to make with the people you love.
There were other options and this wasn't one of them. Your family, you
KNEW your family, would help out in any shape or form.
And yet, you're not here.
I know the ones who have already passed greeted you at the gates when you arrived. I know Lucy was there to greet her favorite human.
Although today we say goodbye, but one day we'll see each other again.
Please, if anyone is having suicidal thoughts, please know if you go through with it, you have no idea how many people it will affect.